Hi. My name is Jane. I am 21 years old ( at least for a few more days) and I suffer from being in love with Keaton Curtis Cullimore, a fine specimen of the opposite sex. It is sad that we do not have the equivalent of AA meeting for those of us who are sickly and deeply in love with someone else who does not love us back. I mean think of all the money that it would generate. I sure wished that there was a place that I could go to meet others who suffer the same condition as me so i can cry, rant, vent and not feel judged or misunderstood. I feel like someone should invest in one of those programs, you know. Maybe call it LA ( lover anonymous) or LSA ( love syndrome anonymous) or LFA ( love fever anonymous) or even BHA ( broken hearted anonymous). Maybe I should start it. I know a lot of the broken hearted would thank me for it. Maybe it would bring all the broken hearted souls together. Maybe through that same program all the broken hearted would mingle and leave with whole hearts. Broken hearted souls usually understand each other, and who better to end up with than someone else who have been through similar experiences and understand you perfectly? I should start that program. Maybe I should. Maybe I would. Well if anyone is interested in helping me financially, I will gladly accept funds! I mean, I am just a college student, a very broken one. I think I would be the first patient, maybe the most broken patient. Maybe. Just maybe.
So I am aware, very well aware that I am sick. It's a very different illness but it is common and deserves just as much attention as any other. Sometimes, I feel like i can not control it. Sometimes I feel like I can not function. Sometimes I feel like I am near the end. I mean how is it that I let one human being take so much space in my head, heart, and soul? How is it that I "willingly" fell for someone that could not even give me the hope that I need? Maybe I am stupid, Maybe I am foolish, But no, maybe I AM JUST IN LOVE. Yes! It must be love... It has to be love. What else would it be? It is such a selfless feeling. It is so pure. So good ( although it does no good to me). Who is K.C.C? What made me FALL IN LOVE with K.C.C? When did I FALL IN LOVE with K.C.C? Where did I meet/ FALL IN LOVE with K.C.C? Why am I IN LOVE with K.C.C? and last but not least How do I know I AM IN LOVE with K.C.C? I wish I was an organized person who would actually answer these questions in order but unfortunately I am not. So get ready for me to just pour my heart out while you sip on your tea, all cuddled in your pj's. Although I am in love with Keaton Curtis Cullimore, I will not limit this blog to only talking about him and I. I might sometimes write poems, thoughts, songs, etc... But whatever I do, it will always revolve around my broken heart. Stay tune because the symptoms you are about to experience are about to convince you that a broken heart really is a sickness. Hi. My name is Jane. I am 21 years old, and I am K.C.C addict...https://i.pinimg.com/originals/96/5f/12/965f12b08df6ed311c19ff3d9310479a.jpg
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